Day 11,12,13 /3.6.5 project

Dear undefined,

So, i don't know what to say. I still tear up as I remember that I had to let you go.  

I didn't want to, but I had to. You need it more than me, to be free from this undefined relationship.

I want to be yours and you to be mine, but maybe now is not the time. But I will still be here for you. Writing you these letters, loving you, thinking about you.

Always and forever, 

Undefined

(Only you would remember, #SF2013 , #hotchocolate , #warmhugs)

Day 7,8,9,10/3.6.5 project

Dear undefined,

And still, nothing.

It's been weeks since we last talked. This is getting harder and harder each day. I understand the situation but it doesn't mean I'm not getting hurt by it.

And still, nothing...

-undefined

Day 5&6/3.6.5 project

Dear undefined,

So, it's about a month now since I last saw you. I can't help but feel scared of the idea of not seeing you anymore. I'm scared that I won't get to hold you or kiss you. 

We made a promise that we'd see each other again. I know promises are meant to be broken but let's please keep this one? 

Imy.

Love,

Your undefined

Day 4/3.6.5 project

Dear undefined,

I might be a little intoxicated right now. Ok maybe more than a little. But anyway, I got something on my mind that I gotta tell you.

Sometimes I'm wondering if everything is worth it. If its worth the effort and trouble and heartache to wait for something we don't even know if its gonna happen. 

You're with her but you feel something for me. I don't know if you still love her or you're just staying cuz of that situation. 

I just don't know what we are right now. I don't know what this is, what's happening between us. It's just so complicated

It's just so undefined.

Loving you,

Your undefined

Day 3/3.6.5. Project

Dear undefined,

"No matter how good they are, some memories need to be forgotten." But no one can forget. Memories can be buried but it will never be gone. 

Just like what happened between me and you. The feelings that grew from one simple night in the city of sin to the city of Angels. And ended there. 

I left my heart in San Francisco.

Love,

Your undefined

Day 2/3.6.5. Project

Dear undefined,

"I'm always here." That's what you said. That's the thing. You'll always be there. Far away from me. That's approximately 7373 miles away from me. 

Sometimes I think about the decision I made to hold on to what we have, if its right or is this just another mistake I did. I don't know. All I know is that I'm happy when I talk to you. All I know is that I want to be with you. But we both know that it's not going to happen. 

But I still hope and trust that everything will be okay. I still hold on.

Loving you,

Your undefined

Day 1/3.6.5. Project

Dear undefined, 

Even in the beginning we knew this was wrong. We knew that we were wrong. It wasn't something we wanted, it wasn't something we needed. It just happened. We just happened without us even knowing it. 

We fell in love at the wrong place and the wrong time. But one thing's for sure, this feeling we have is real. 

-undefined

Blurbs 1.0

So I haven't blogged since i don't know when. This is bad. Haha! But anyway, maybe ill start doin this again. 365 days-365 blogs until I see you again. 

Lets do this!

-your undefined.