R.I.P.

He hurt me. He left me bruises and scars. He killed me.

Everyday I think and look back at the times when we were together. happy. smiling. enjoying each moment we shared together. But it hurts me. Because all of that was yesterday. Your laugh and your smile always made my day. The feeling of my hand touching your face, the warmth i feel in every hug and the connection i felt in every kiss. It was all lost. it hurts- like a knife. Ever heart beat we shared was music to my life. the way you say those words, became he reason for me to live. and now. Now that everything is lost and gone. Now that all i feel is hurt and regret and pain and sorrow. Those words that gave me life- those same words that made up every breath that i take, are the same words that took those breaths away.

The day that you made that mistake isn't the reason I'm dead. But the every single memory that i still keep. The way that i look at the stars and remember you and me searching for that falling star that would make our wish come true. too bad. There wasn't a single star that fell. Too bad for us..

and now, from your heart, --- i leave. goodbye.