I Miss.

I miss ...

the way you give me that serious face after you laugh sarcastically at my not-so-funny jokes,

the way we laugh together when someone does something really stupid,

the look you have when you try to cross your eyes even if you can't do it,

the times when you tickle me and don't let me go,

the way you make my day full of laughter.

I miss ...

the way you smile randomly when you look at me,

the look you have when i do something that really surprises you,

the times when i mess up your hair and you get mad for a minute,

the way you look when you wear the top that makes you look really dashing and handsome,

the look that shows me how happy you are with me.

I miss ...

the way you brush my hair and try to braid it when its all messed up,

the way you tell me to wear this stuff 'coz it makes me look pretty,

the look you have when you see me wearing something you don't like.

the way you tell me to wear pink eyeshadow just because you like it,

the way you tell me i look beautiful with whatever i have even if I'm not.

I miss ...

the way you become jealous of a certain someone,

the way you scold me whenever i don't drink my meds,

the look you have when you get mad at me for skipping meals,

the look you have when i get sick,

the times when you get worried and take care of me.

I miss ...

your smile that brightens up my day,

your eyes that i get lost in,

your hands that i always hold,

your shoulder that consoles me when I'm down,

your lips that gives me the gentle kiss,

your arms that hugs and never lets me go,

your never ending sweet i-love-you's,

everything about you.

Why does it seem that everything that happens in my life always remind me of you. From every song i hear to every movie scene i see, everything leads to a memory of you and me. Why do you always have to be running in my mind. why can't a day just pass by without me thinking of you. remembering the things we used to do makes me smile and at some times a little sad.
The funny thing is, i miss you even if I know you're just beside me, loving me, taking care of me, and never letting me go. And with all the uncertainty life has to offer, i know you'll always be In My Thoughts, Forever.