I Miss.

I miss ...

the way you give me that serious face after you laugh sarcastically at my not-so-funny jokes,

the way we laugh together when someone does something really stupid,

the look you have when you try to cross your eyes even if you can't do it,

the times when you tickle me and don't let me go,

the way you make my day full of laughter.

I miss ...

the way you smile randomly when you look at me,

the look you have when i do something that really surprises you,

the times when i mess up your hair and you get mad for a minute,

the way you look when you wear the top that makes you look really dashing and handsome,

the look that shows me how happy you are with me.

I miss ...

the way you brush my hair and try to braid it when its all messed up,

the way you tell me to wear this stuff 'coz it makes me look pretty,

the look you have when you see me wearing something you don't like.

the way you tell me to wear pink eyeshadow just because you like it,

the way you tell me i look beautiful with whatever i have even if I'm not.

I miss ...

the way you become jealous of a certain someone,

the way you scold me whenever i don't drink my meds,

the look you have when you get mad at me for skipping meals,

the look you have when i get sick,

the times when you get worried and take care of me.

I miss ...

your smile that brightens up my day,

your eyes that i get lost in,

your hands that i always hold,

your shoulder that consoles me when I'm down,

your lips that gives me the gentle kiss,

your arms that hugs and never lets me go,

your never ending sweet i-love-you's,

everything about you.

Why does it seem that everything that happens in my life always remind me of you. From every song i hear to every movie scene i see, everything leads to a memory of you and me. Why do you always have to be running in my mind. why can't a day just pass by without me thinking of you. remembering the things we used to do makes me smile and at some times a little sad.
The funny thing is, i miss you even if I know you're just beside me, loving me, taking care of me, and never letting me go. And with all the uncertainty life has to offer, i know you'll always be In My Thoughts, Forever.

TAGGED

tagged by Melissa A. :)

1. what keeps you inspired to blog?

  -- The love and life stories of the people around me. :)

2. why is your blog named that way?

  -- Well,, i kinda got it from a movie, i loved the story and it just seemed like the  

      perfect title for my blog. :)

3. do you believe in giving many chances and when is enough really enough?

  -- Yes. everybody who deserves to be given another chance should be given one. 

      Enough would be enough when you feel everything is too much.

4. who is your fashion goddess?

 -- No particular person. i mix and match my clothes. And most of the time what i 

    wear expresses how i feel.

5. do you consider plastic surgery as a way to enhance your physical appearance?    

     why?

  -- We should learn to love how we look. But yes i think plastic surgery is a way to 

      make someone feel beautiful physically because it can eliminate the things we 

      don't want to see in the mirror.

6. do you give a weird look to girls who say "pekpek shorts" out loud in public? 

( tell them its daisy duke! lets make them learn something.:) )

 -- YES! It feels kind of awkward saying of even hearing it from everyone. :l

7.whats inside your school bag?

 -- easy question.. FOOD, "girl stuff" and MORE FOOD. :))

8. have you stalked someone in cyberspace? why?

 -- Well if you call looking at his/ her profile everyday is stalking just o know whats happening in their life is stalking then probably yes. :))

MY TURN! :) 

. who is the first person that you can think of when you hear the word "food" and 

  why??

. what is the best memory you had in the year 2009??

. where would you want your dream wedding to be and why??

. what was the most romantic thing that happened in your life??

. do you believe in destiny??

. If there was one thing you regret doing last year, what and why??

. if there was something you would want to have for Christmas what would it be and why??

: ate mawik. the fickle minded princess

: jossa. the fashionista

: ghel. the panda

: crish. the songwriter

: nikka. the big sis

: rielle. the friday blogger

: meli. the shopaholic

: carl. the batchmate

Living ang Loving the Life of a Dancer.

C.Y. CREW

Everything started at 2008 with 10 members. first dance was held on the month of May with songs like ice box, feedback, PDSTM, apologize, bright lights, soulja boy, lipgloss, music makes you loose control and Low. Mga totoy at nene pa kami noon. haha! as time passed the crew managed to recruit more youth into the org. which soon agreed to join the crew. From the 10 original dancers, 7 left. pero sabi nga nila pag mei umalis mei dadating, and luckily with 7 gone, 15 new member came in. :)

June 2009, "AKO MISMO- OLPP youth night 09" some things are meant to be repeated right? and these are one of them. with 18 members the CY crew managed to perform with the songs Mainit, boom boom pow, single ladies, jai ho, the pink panther soundtrack and Halo. a big break for us because we were able to promote our crew to the dozens of people who came to this event. so from 18 dancers, we grew to the number of 22.

October 2009 the most awaited FIESTA! :) with a month or two of dance rehearsals we managed to put up a very nice number. who says we can only break it up to two notches?! haha! this is the first time we had costumes and a nearly perfect dance performance. haha! sabay sabay kami eh. :)) We grooved to the songs low, jai ho and when i grow up plus the remix of insomnia, rainism, patron tequila, stuttering, LSM, focus pon me, I know you want me, knock you down, dead and gone, hush hush, sugar, jump and the most awaited MARE! :D Christmas of 2009, we performed the same dance we did last fiesta at the Christmas party. the 4th dance and somehow the last dance for some of us.:(

June 2010, 5th dance performance. dancing with the hottest music of 2010 like imma be, baby, drop it low, telephone showdown, put it in a love song, outta control, if we ever meet again, and OMG. unfortunately, with new faces coming in, some faces had to go. now its official, wala na ang huling tatlong orginal members ng CY crew. :(

so as the life of the CY crew continues, i know na kahit mei mawala sa susunod na performance there will always be more coming. tska di nmn to ung last dance ntn eh. magkikita pa tayo. magchacharge ulit tayo, kakain ng mahigit 2 oras sa mcdo or sa tapsihan nila acel, magkukulitan muna bago magpractice at higit sa lahat sisigaw pa tayo ng CY sabay sabay.:)

For those of us who had to leave, i know for sure, we will always be a CY in heart, a Dancer in mind and a friend forever. :)

and for everyone, old or new, the music of life will never stop, so just have to keep dancing to the beat. live and love guys.:)

so, i'll see you tom ok?? 9 am! WALANG MALELATE ok?? :D

THE LIFE OF A DANCER. THE LIFE OF A CY.

"being a part of something special makes you feel special too."

The U.P. Love story --final

Mr. X
What do i do now? should i tell her how i feel? what if she doesn't feel the same? what if she only sees me as her friend?

Ms. Undefined

I really really like him. I think I'm in love with my friend. I hope he feels the same.

Oct. 5, 2009 ( Roxas Blvd. )

Ms. Undefined : ooh did i tell you that i mentioned you to my best friend?

             Mr. X : really? hey you didn't embarrass me or anything right?!

Ms. Undefined: haha! no! i just told her that i Love you.

(looking at each other)

             Mr. X : what?

Ms. Undefined : Love, as in love. I love you.

( silence )

Ms. Undefined : uhh..could you please say something? i already feel stupid here. haha!

( still looking at her and not saying a word. )

Ms. Undefined : urgh! c'mon. lets just go back.

             Mr. X : I love you too.

Mr. X

I can't believe she loves me. <3

Ms. Undefined

I can't believe he loves me. <3

Oct. 17, 2009 ( Saturday )

*exchange of text messages.

             Mr. X : what?? haha! I think Oble is a very handsome guy! and he has

                         a really great body.

Ms. Undefined : haha!! stop Fantasizing him! hahaha! its grossing me out!

              Mr.X : haha!! ok! ok! but he has a cute butt dont you think?? hahaha!

Ms. Undefined : whoa!! STOP IT! haha!! i don't wanna picture his butt on 

                         my mind ok??

             Mr. X : uhm, can i ask you something?

Ms. Undefined : sure.

             Mr. X : can i court you?

Ms. Undefined : why do that?! you love me and i already love you right? so why

                         don't we skip the courting and just be together. :)

Mr. X

I'm in love with her. And now, finally, she's mine.

Ms. Undefined

I love him. and i don't ever want to lose him.

The U.P. Love story - part 2

Let's face it, if you study in a school like U.P. there will be no time for boys right? haha! plus the fact that i have a boyfriend there is really no time for boys. But, once you fall in love, its hard not to follow your heart. So that's what i did. And look at me now.

June 2009, My Freshmen Year in the University of the Philippines started. As time passed, I gained quite a number of friends. What can i say, I'm a friendly person. So anyway, in the whole class there were five people who I'd spend almost half of the day with. They're really awesome. i couldn't feel a dull moment whenever I'm with them. Specially this him. I dunno why, but since the first time we talked to each other its like i couldn't be away from him. there always something pulling us together. It's like i always just have to be beside him.

Out of the barkada, he's the one who i really enjoy talking with. It's always a sunny day whenever he's around. He never fails to make me laugh every single day. When i have problems, he was always there, ready to help. And by the time me and my boyfriend broke up, we've gotten more closer even more. Our classmates even told me that we look much more good together than my past boyfriend. We were always together having a good time. We never grew bored with each other's company. There was even this one time that we became partners for a school dance, and whenever i lose him in my sight i would freak out and just look for him. haha! i just like the feeling whenever I'm with him.

In a short span of time he became a really special person to me. More than a friend and more than a best friend. There's something in him that makes me wonder why i feel this way. He wasn't the most handsome guy in the class nor the tallest. haha! But there was just something in him that makes him stand out. There's just something in him that keeps me smiling when I'm with him.

There's just something in this guy that made me fall for him.

Ms. Undefined

followed.. :)

thanks.:)

Ask me anything

Who do you want to spend your life forever?

hmm..forever is a big word for me right now.. but if forever was already tom,,i would want to spend it with the guy im with right now.:)

Ask me anything

The U.P. Love story - part 1

So, it's like this, when college started, I didn't really intend on going into a relationship or even having one. I wanted to focus on my studies first, so the plan was to go into relationships AFTER college. whew'! four years dedicated to books. I can handle it, until I met her.

When classes started, everyone was a stranger to me except for this one guy who was classmate in high school. When i came to meet him up he was with his friend that was also our classmate by the way. So as classes went on i managed to be closer to that girl unexpectedly. And then after some time, i realized that i was attracted to her already. Heck, I was even planning to make a move on her already. Yeah. yeah! i know i had this "no girls until i finish college" thing going on, but what can i do. You gotta follow what you feel right? So by that time we were exchanging text messages more. But there was this one time that we were talking together, and suddenly i saw Calla. I don't know why but she quickly stole my attention. And I think that, unintentionally, I was able to do the same to her.

When we started talking to each other, its like we immediately clicked. its like we already knew each other for a long time. We even got closer to each other faster than her friend. She and the girl that i got attracted to are friends. So me and Calla became closer than ever. And sometimes its like we always find time for each other alone.  Until the whole class started to notice "us". They thought we were already together. but the thing is, we were just friends. there wasn't any sweet moments or cuddling or romance or anything. just pure "joke times". haha! and how could there even be an "US" if at that time she has a boyfriend. So she was just like a sister to me. nothing more nothing less.

But the problem was she didn't love this guy anymore. The whole class knew about her struggles in their relationship, so they thought that it would be better if it was me and her together. since we were always together and they could feel this spark between us. The time came where she had the guts to break up with this guy. and somehow i had this feeling in my gut that was very happy that they broke up. And between those moments, something in me was certain that the spark that they were talking about was real. I felt it.

I was in love with her and i didn't even know I was.

Mr. X