Being in a long distance relationships is really a challenge.The kisses, hugs, sly smiles, knowing winks and holding hands are now very far from your reach. Just the fact that your miles away from him is a big challenge. Many people believe that Long Distance relationships would eventually have it's toll. Some say it would end so fast that you didn't even feel the burden. But I say, what if the distance is too long? Love knows no time nor distance. What matters is when two people have the courage of love to cover any distance which dares to separate them.
Everyday, I always long for him. There is never a second that will pass by that I won't think of him. Whenever i see our picture together or the letters he wrote or hear the songs that we used to sing together makes my heart break. I regret things that i didn't do when i was still with him. I regret the words i didn't say or the thoughts that he didn't hear when i was with him. The fights that we had that took time off our relationship. The moments of tears that was supposed to be a moment of laughter to be remembered forever. So many regrets that made me wish that i could take back time and make everything right. but the biggest regret right now, i leaving and being away from him. 
Nobody wants to be separated from the person they love. But sometimes, fate already wrote what was to happen with your life. You were fated to love each other yet you are fated to be apart, ironic right? why did they even let us love a person whom we are supposed to be apart from. why don't they just let us love someone and stay with them forever? Those questions run in my head until now. Sometimes i just want to be mad at fate for giving me this kind of life, but i won't be. Fate brought me the guy who made me fall in love. 
"ajah! - fight!" Those words always lift me up whenever the thoughts of giving up comes to my mind. It's not easy to be far apart from the person you love. Specially when you're 7,160 miles away and you really really really and i mean really love that person. Plus the millions of people who don't believe that you can pull this relationship too is really tough. Countless nights when you cry yourself to sleep plus the gallons of tears that you shed is not enough of the challenge. Don't even try to forget the fight-nights and continuous arguments you're going to have. Overall, it's really a hard time. but you wanna know something, I DON'T CARE. All I care for is me loving him no matter what obstacle we may face. No matter what other people may say. We know we can do this.I saw myself falling in love with him when we were together, and i still see myself falling in love with him even if were apart. No one and nothing can ever separate two people in love. PERIOD.
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