Rainbow.

As the song goes, "even if there is pain now, Everything will be alright"- there will always be trials along the way. We always face problems every single day. Life isn't perfect. There will always be night and day, happiness and sorrow, tears and smiles. 

Problems are happening before our eyes. May it be something that we can handle on our own or something that's out of our reach. May it be a little argument on what color of dress you should wear or a huge heart crushing break-up. Sometimes we feel that we have solutions for this kind of problems right? And sometimes, we couldn't help but just sit down and cry. 

In every math problem there will always be that factor to help you solve a problem. Sometimes that equation would be really really really long and confusing, to the point where we almost give up in trying to find a solution. Life is a big math problem. Sometimes its just as easy as 1+1=2 or as hard and confusing as E=MC² or something like that. But somehow there will still be that factor which will help you find your way to the solution you've been looking for. All you have to do is look for these factors for you to arrive at your wanted solution. And just like tutors, friends and family will always be here to guide and be with you in every step of the way.

So just like math, life's problems will always have its solution. With your Friends and family by your side plus the faith you put in him, I'm pretty sure you'll find your way.

And always remember, "there's a rainbow always after the rain."

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LDR - would it really last?

Being in a long distance relationships is really a challenge.The kisses, hugs, sly smiles, knowing winks and holding hands are now very far from your reach. Just the fact that your miles away from him is a big challenge. Many people believe that Long Distance relationships would eventually have it's toll. Some say it would end so fast that you didn't even feel the burden. But I say, what if the distance is too long? Love knows no time nor distance. What matters is when two people have the courage of love to cover any distance which dares to separate them.

Everyday, I always long for him. There is never a second that will pass by that I won't think of him. Whenever i see our picture together or the letters he wrote or hear the songs that we used to sing together makes my heart break. I regret things that i didn't do when i was still with him. I regret the words i didn't say or the thoughts that he didn't hear when i was with him. The fights that we had that took time off our relationship. The moments of tears that was supposed to be a moment of laughter to be remembered forever. So many regrets that made me wish that i could take back time and make everything right. but the biggest regret right now, i leaving and being away from him.

Nobody wants to be separated from the person they love. But sometimes, fate already wrote what was to happen with your life. You were fated to love each other yet you are fated to be apart, ironic right? why did they even let us love a person whom we are supposed to be apart from. why don't they just let us love someone and stay with them forever? Those questions run in my head until now. Sometimes i just want to be mad at fate for giving me this kind of life, but i won't be. Fate brought me the guy who made me fall in love.

"ajah! - fight!" Those words always lift me up whenever the thoughts of giving up comes to my mind. It's not easy to be far apart from the person you love. Specially when you're 7,160 miles away and you really really really and i mean really love that person. Plus the millions of people who don't believe that you can pull this relationship too is really tough. Countless nights when you cry yourself to sleep plus the gallons of tears that you shed is not enough of the challenge. Don't even try to forget the fight-nights and continuous arguments you're going to have. Overall, it's really a hard time. but you wanna know something, I DON'T CARE. All I care for is me loving him no matter what obstacle we may face. No matter what other people may say. We know we can do this.I saw myself falling in love with him when we were together, and i still see myself falling in love with him even if were apart. No one and nothing can ever separate two people in love. PERIOD.

"Sometimes, you have to be away from the people you love but that doesn't mean you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them even more." - Nicholas Sparks

First Kiss

Beth

I think I'm really falling for him. I hope he proves himself right. I want to be with him. He's funny, sweet, caring, and so many more. I know he can make me happy.

Brent

I can do this. I hope she sees that i really love her. 'coz i really, really, really do and I'd be the luckiest guy on earth if she said yes. She's really the girl for me. I know i can make her happy as much as she makes me.

January 9, 2009

Brent : I love You! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you!

Beth : haha! OK, you could stop now.

Brent :  I Love you! I love you! I love you!  .....  (for the thousand time,)..... I love you! ...

Beth : I love you too.

*then Brent, out of happiness and surprise grabbed her and tried to kiss her.

Beth : I HATE YOU!

Brent : wait. did you just kiss me back?

Beth : ...

Brent : why didn't you hold back?? does this mean?

Beth : ...

Brent : does this mean that... you and me? :)




*they both didn't plan this day. Brent want planning on askin' for her yes that day, and Beth didn't plan on answering that day, nor did she plan to have her first kiss that day. but she was glad it was with him.
Unexpected kisses are the most sweetest kisses of all. specially when its the first unexpected kiss. :)

-end

when vanity prevails.

There's no stopping a CAMHORE! :))

First kiss - part 2

Brent , 19
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It was the first freshmen orientation and i was wondering how the hell would i meet my block mates for the fact that we didn't even know each other. So i was really excited at that time maybe because i came from an exclusive school and now, here i am in a university full of gorgeous girls here and there. But with every pretty girl that walked by me, i suddenly noticed this one girl. She was chinita. For 2 whole days, i can't stop looking at her. There was something in her eyes that really caught my attention.

So as the school year started, i lost the "thing" i had for this girl. i started to like someone else but unfortunately, me and this girl ended up just as friends. so anyway, as classes started going, i still can't forget the chinita girl maybe because of her group of friends too. In a school that has a high reputation of rich-kid-students, they were the ones who really took everything as a simple thing, specially in fashion. and their simplicity really caught my eye. so i really didn't forget her. until this one time that she came in class late. i can never forget that day where i found myself really staring at her until she found her seat. And there i was, still looking and gazing at her beautiful eyes. the eyes that caught me from the first day i saw her.

So when the time we were grouped together, i realized that i wasn't over my crush on her. And one of my friends suddenly said that he had her number, so i immediately asked for it. and when i got it i was thinking of sending her a text message that night. so when i did, i asked if she wanted to join me watch a basketball game of our friend. i honestly didn't have any plan on courting her then, i just wanted to get close. When she said yes to my invitation i was really surprised to see that she was a really friendly person. and starting then, we talked like everyday, even between classes. Until the time came that she knew i had feelings for her. When i knew that she smiled when she knew about it ,, my heart could just jump right out of my body. i was really happy that from two people who became clear strangers, we became close friends in just a period of time. She was a really great girl. simple yet very attractive. she was really pretty even without make-up. She wasn't your typical type of girl.

so as days passed we became closer than ever. And now came the day when she told me that she realized that she really liked me. she was sure of what she was feeling now. But I still  had to prove to her that I love her. For a month or so, I did everything i could to show her how much she meant to me. I fell for her really hard.




I'm in love with her.

First Kiss - part 1

Beth, 18
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Everythings started when we became blockmates in school. Honestly, he wasn't that eye catching at first maybe because there were so many cute guys in our block. We even became groupmates in one of our activities in the classroom but we really didn't talk to each other then. Well, what can i say, i was the shy-type of girl. There was really nothing to tell about the first term of classes. And when the second term came, i kind of got to notice him already because of our P.E. class. With him sitting close to me in every class and with his friend, rob, that was almost the class clown, it was really hard for me not to notice him.

And then one day he sent me a text message asking me if i was going to watch the basketball game of rob. Such a very random question that left me asking the question why did he just text me out the blue. haha! well, i thought maybe it was because we wanted to put a little something between rob and my friend. With that similar intention we became a little bit closer everyday. It became our little project We exchanged text messages more often and he usually bugged me in classes. He's a really fun guy to be with, you know. :)

With everything that was goin, I didn't even notice that he was kind of making a move on me. All the while i just thought that we were just getting rob and my friend together. But honestly, I was also enjoying his company. I got to know him more because of our little project. He was a really funny guy. and funny guys really have plus points in a girls heart. There wasn't a dull moment whenever im with him. He always managed to put a smile on my face and make me laugh all the time.

I'm not really sure of what I'm feeling right now, but i think i'm falling for him.  :)

"My typical love story" - part 3

Lorenz

OK. I have to tell her. I can't keep what I'm feeling for her any longer any longer. I really love her and i don't want to let her go. "Pull yourself together man! you can do this!"


Steph

I'm in love with him. I know I am. Should I tell him? i can't hide what i feel about him anymore. i have to tell him. I can do this. But how?



June 30, 2009-Tuesday

Lorenz :  Remember the girl that i was telling you about, the girl that i think I'm falling for.
Steph : yeah, who is she anyway, i heard from Kath that you told her she was from here. so who is she??
Lorenz : uhm...
Steph : uhmmmmm????
Lorenz : well...its uhm....
Steph : well its uhmmmmmm??? WHO IS IT?? c'mon! you can do it! haha! just tell me the name,, hey, if i know her maybe i can help you out!
Lorenz :  Its..
Steph : ...?
Lorenz : .... Its you.
Steph :  you're Kidding right?! haha! nice one! so who is it really??
Lorenz : i'm serious! its you. I don't even know why, but its really you.
Steph :  uhh... uhm.. ok.
Lorenz : well, that's that. so uhm.. i think i better go home, it already getting late.
Steph :  oh, ok..well,, i'll just change then I'll walk you til you get a ride.

...
(ride comes, and Lorenz is about to go)

Steph :  oh, uhm, i feel the same as you do.
Lorenz : what? wait! REALLY?!
Steph :  yeah, now go! haha! you're ride is here,, Bye!
Lorenz : uhm,,ok,yeah! Talk to you later ok?

*gives her hug*

June 6 2009- Friday

*text conversations

Lorenz : hey
Steph : hey!
Lorenz : uhm, can i ask you something?
Steph : sure, what is it?
Lorenz : don't be mad ok?
Steph :  why would i be mad? haha! so what's you re question?
Lorenz : Is it okay if i tell you i Love you?
Steph :  i was waiting for you to tell that to me 3 days ago. :)
Lorenz : really? so its ok right?? :)
Steph : yes. :)
Lorenz : I LOVE YOU BOO! :)
Steph : I love you too! :">

June 8, 2009- Wednesday
...looking into her eyes.


Lorenz : Will you Stephanie Anne Cadano Santana be my girlfriend?
Steph: Yes. :)
Lorenz : Really???
Steph : YES! :) haha! why don't you want it?? i can take it back if you don't want it.
Lorenz : no! wait! i want it! but really?? you said yes. right?
Steph : no. hahaha!! :))

Lorenz : huh?! *going crazy with his hair that was fully fixed
Steph : haha! yes! i said yes.:)
Lorenz : so you're really my girlfriend, this isn't a dream right?
Steph : yes. :)

-end

"My typical love story" -part 2

Steph, 18
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I told myself that I didn't want to fall in love right now. With everything that was happening in my life, i didn't know if i can handle everything. And besides i was still in love with someone. So I just kept myself busier than ever. I joined all the activities that i can attend. And this particular activity was the most unforgettable one. 

It was a 3 day seminar for the youth members of our parish. The day was April 17 2009- a Friday, when I had an unexpected reunion with my classmate from way back then in Kindergarten. It was really unforgettable because i saw myself being stupid and really confused. haha! Somebody asked me out of the blue if i still knew someone named Lorenz Santiago. The name rang a bell, so i said yes. And when she pointed to the guy standing beside me i asked if it was him. Stupid right! haha! Everyone of us wore a sticker on our shirts with our names written on it. And after that situation i then asked Her how did she know that i knew someone named Lorenz, NOT EVEN KNOWING THAT WAS HER SON! haha!! OMG right?! haha!! that was a really awkward situation for me. 

After that very unexpected meeting, Me and Lorenz had a little chat. Tried to ask how life went after years of separation. He was a really fun guy to talk with. He was a little snob though he redeemed himself with his innocent smile. We got really close after a few talks. And when he started to talk about this girl he really liked, i realized he was a really sweet guy. although we knew each other back then its like we just met last Friday. but in a few days he really managed to show me who he really was. He was the type of guy who really enjoyed Food as much as i did. haha! He was a the shy type but as soon as you get a connection with him, he really has a lot to say. A very sweet and caring guy even if you're just friends. and with him being a boyfriend, i know he would be a great one. 

In just a short time i never did just realize how much a great guy he is, I also saw myself in the verge of falling for him.

But i can't. He loves someone else. I can't just go and tell him i love him. besides, Its not like he feels the same as i do right? I just have to keep this feelings for myself. He doesn't have to know. 

As time passed, he became the usual sweet and caring guy as he is. but i was falling for him more and more, but what should i do, should i tell him? Should i tell him that i love him?

"My typical love story." -part 1

Lorenz, 17

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Just like any other love story, mine started with the friendship I had with her. We actually knew each other way back when we were still in kindergarten. It all started last summer when we were united by this 3-day-seminar thing we had. After an unexpected reunion sponsored by my mom we started to catch up with one anothers' life. She told me her stories and i shared mine. As the small talks continued we became closer, we even had nicknames for each other.

Nothing special was really happening between the two of us. I had a girl who i really liked at that time. her name is Nikka. And at that time someone likes her too. Somehow those were just somethings we talked about. Sometimes it was about how stupid this thing works or about the past relationships we had or just the thought of what to eat later. And yes, most of those talks were about food. Haha! I was even asking her for some opinions about what to do with Nikka. She was really good with giving. And then as time passed, as we became more closer with each other, I was starting to lose communication with Nikka. But somehow it didn't hurt so much, 'coz maybe i realized something.

Maybe somewhere between those long talks and senseless conversations,I was falling in love with her. 

Unfortunately, i have to keep those feelings for myself. I just can't blurt it out and tell her that i love her. Besides, somebody was still beside her and i was kind of scared of what she'd say if i told her that. So i decided to keep it to myself, even if it hurts.

But as days went by, I was falling for her more and more. I knew i can't keep this to myself any longer. I just have to tell her that I love her.

Story number 5

Becca, 16
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There was this girl who had a reputation of being a "flirt" and all. And this girl happend to be one of my friends. Everybody in our barkada didn't mind her attitude. We accepted her for who she was. Until he came into the picture. A very sweet guy and very cuddly too. He's very nice but sometimes a snob too. and to top it off, he was kind of cute. Practically, he defined the meaning of a great boyfriend!

Truth number 1
She was all over him and everyone can see that. To the point that everyone around thought they were dating. IT REALLY STINGS WHEN I SEE THEM TOGETHER , ALONE, and laughing, and smiling, ..........and...............having a good time with each other.

Truth number 2
NO IM NOT JEALOUS. it just.........kind of........hurts.

Truth number 3
ok. i admit it. im a LITTLE BIT jealous.

When you think of it, there's nothing wrong with me being jealous. I have every right to be jealous right?

Right!

 if, i was only his girlfriend. but the problem is,, im not. so the big question now is, Why the hell am i getting jealous if im not even his girlfriend. maybe because..somewhere between those playful talks and sensless conversations, i fell for him. But that's just me.

Jealousy can lead to one thing or another. Sometimes positive outcomes and mostly negative. But in my story, jealousy led to confessions and confessions led to a big surprise. I did everything i could to hide what i felt for him. but no behind every denial i make, he saw something true. I got scared when he finally knew the truth. Scared of what he would say, but those fears were flushed away and all of a sudden were replaced by butterflies.

and that was when my love story with him began. i wished for a great guy like him, and with at very strange moment, my wish came true

Love for me is

MAGICAL.

Im Becca, 16 years old. Here's my defenition of LOVE.

Story number 4

Dennis, 18
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She always asks me what i saw in her that made me fall. and all i answer is "i don't know." I know it sounds sarcastic, but its true. I really don't know what i saw in her that made fall. All i know is that i love her very much.

Truth number 1

She may not be the girl that everyone dreamed of, but she's my dreamgirl.

Truth number 2

There are some things in her that could turn you off and let you think twice about your feelings for her.

Truth number 3
Nobody's perfect and her imperfections made me her what she is....the girl that made me fall in love.

I dont even know what i was talking about, but somewhere between those imperfecations i saw a perfect girl for me. I love her. and that's all that matters to me. I dont care if she's not the hottest girl in town, or the smartest chick in school. What i care about is that she's mine and she loves me as much as i love her back.

Does there have to be reasons for you to love someone? i think those reasons can make or break your relationship. what would happen if suddenly those reasons disappear or change, you'd just fall out of love?

What you feel for her is all that should matter.

I think this is how love should be,

UNREASONABLE.

Im Dennis, 18 years old. Heres my definition of LOVE.

Story number 3

Hannah, 17
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8 months ago, we celebrated our first month together. the night before our monthsary was the birthday celebration of our friend. we were supposed to go together to that party, but unfortunately he wasn't able to come because of family-matters. So he promised me that he would just fetch me there right after the party ends, so that we would be together by the time the clock strikes 12. and guess what happened. he didn't come.  i waited for him for a couple of minutes. But nothing happened. I was practically waiting for nothing, so i went home really mad at him. and when i got home, i got really shocked from what i saw.

Truth number 1
he lied to me. and what i saw was really proof that he lied.

Truth number 2
The thing he did, that was the first time a guy did that for me.

Truth number 3
All the disappointment and anger that i felt was gone when i saw him standing in the gazebo of our house holding a bouquet of red roses.

The pathway leading to where he was standing was full of rose petals, candle lights and balloons. The song that was playing in the background made the night more romantic. and to top it off, the was my prince standing at the end of the path. waiting for me.

I thought this kind of things only happen in movies. and i didn't even think that i would experience this magic at my age. Butterflies filled my stomach as i cried because of happiness. We danced until the night ended. We danced as we opened the day that marked our first month together. and i know this won't be the last of this experience.

Somehow, I think of Love this way..

MAGICAL.


I'm Hannah, 17 years old.Here's my definition of LOVE.

Story number 2

Vince, 17
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Well, i never planned to like her, nor to fall for her. She never even reached my standards. and at that time, my eyes were looking at another girl and i just was planning to court her. so i said to myself that there was no way that i would be falling for that girl. as our friendship went through, i saw myself denying the truth.

Truth number 1
She was loud and careless at times. sometimes she was kind of a snob, but later retrieves herself. She was just simply UNPREDICTABLE.

Truth number 2
Somehow, behind her snobbish look, i saw an innocent and beautiful face. A simple look, not that of with a cheerleaders' confident smile nor a lonesome girl from the suburbs, her look was.... just right to be called beautiful.

Truth number 3
i never thought I'd say this, but....i think I'm in love with her.

But I can't. i should be in love with Kath, not her. Kath was the first one in my heart. She just entered a life that was expected to be for Kath.

My life was always a plan. It's like I never wanted anything to be unsure, specially my future, may it be on my career or my love life. I had my standards. I had my type. the type that would lead me to a perfect girl. but as i was searching for this perfect girl, here she comes and enters my life.

Does Love always come this way...

UNEXPECTED.

I'm Vince, 17 years old. Here's my definition of LOVE.

Story number 1

Tricia, 15

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Everybody tells me that im too young to find true love. all i know is how to spell it, but i still don't know what it means. what she said was true, until i tripped and fell.. that was when i realized that there was more to what i've read in books and fairy tales.

truth number 1.

He was really cute.

truth number 2 .
he wasn't really a jerk as i though he was, because

truth number 3 .
was that he really makes me happy.

I know what you're thinking. that this story has a happy ending. well, He's kind of in love with another girl. i can see him happy with her. it's not too hard to see it 'coz he always lights up whenever she's around, like me, whenever he's around.

So now, i have my own definition of love. not anymore did it come from books and the internet. 'coz the meaning of love for me is letting him go, is having to let him be. Once i see him happy, everything's fine. even if it hurts me deeply.

that's what love should be, right?

SELFLESS.

Im I'm Tricia, 15 years old. Here's my definition of LOVE.