Paskong Pinoy

You'll know that its Christmas when you hear children singing carols with their improvised instruments. a drum made of empty cans and a stretched cloth on top that's sealed with rubber bands. and another instrument that i dunno what its called but its made of flattened bottle caps. "ang pasko ay sumapit", "Christmas on our hearts", or "boom tarat-tarat" followed by "we wish you a merry Christmas" and "thank you song" linger the streets and fill our hearts, even for a moment, with joy and warmth. Little voices, warm hearts and the innocence of youth makes up the true meaning of Christmas.

You'll know that its Christmas when you hear the church bell ringing at 4 in the morning. I can still remember the 1st time i completed the Simbang Gabi i wished my heart out coz they told me that if you complete it-make a wish and maybe it'll come true. the second time I completed it was the most memorable one for me. i almost didn't complete it! lazy me. it became more memorable because i got to spend it with one of the most important person in my life. together we heard mass and....became half asleep in some parts. LOL :) but hearing with him how God was so good to human kind made it more special. 

Lastly, you'll know when its Christmas when you smell good food from your front door to the kitchen. NOCHE BUENA TIME! its been a tradition in the Philippines to celebrate Christmas with a dinner at the eve before Christmas. Your favorite dish in front of you, who wouldn't be happy right?! from appetizers to entrees to scrumptious desserts. I still remember last year, i was so lucky to celebrate Christmas eve with a very special person, we even wore matching attires accidentally. it was very nice to open my Christmas with him. Every home has a table full of food where the family eats together. Food plus music plus fireworks, a good equation for an awesome party. A party where everyone celebrates the birth of our savior. 

Christmas in the Philippines is truly spectacular. besides the presents you receive, the family and friends that you spend it with makes it more beautiful and unforgettable. " iba talaga ang paskong pinoy. " :)

C.Y. Crew 2009

Simbang Gabi

Christmas in the Philippines

On the second day of Christmas my true love sent to me..

...2 Awesome Shirts. <3

: The shirt on the right which reads I <3 Bryan was a gift by a special someone on December 11, 2009. It was the Monday after our 3rd Monthsary. This one's special because he was wearing the other half of this couples shirt which read i <3 steph when he went at my place but i didn't even notice it until he put a sad face. haha! This was our very first couples shirt which we wore on our date in ATC. ( yes. its embarassing.:))) and yet soo sweet. <3)

: And on the other hand, the shirt on the left which reads i love my panda, was his first..."gift" since I've been here. This package comes with a bag of Chupachups which was my favorite candy and a letter with a very special note on it. I never expected to receive this from him because i only asked for a letter, but as usual, he never fails to surprise me. That's why i love him very, very much.:)

" He's always packed with surprises.:)" - SACS

On the first day of Christmas my true love sent to me..

..A True Love Story. <3

: Exactly 17 months and 5 days ago, I met this guy who re-defined Love for me. He taught me how to love a person because of who he is and who he's not. He taught me how to be patient and how to wait 'coz there's always be something in store for us. even though he still can't find the words to define why he liked me in the first place, i know, hes feelings for me are crystal clear...and that goes for me too.:)

"Love is you." -BLMS 2010

Literacy month!

welcome to the world of blogging again! its been a long time since i wrote something. soo here it goes.

i kinda got the idea from my friend and fellow blogger- Melissa Arganda ( Confessions of a Self-aholic ). She was doing this 30-day-blog about, i guess, random stuff..so for the sake of having to write something, and because i miss writing too, I'm planning to do the same. I hope she's okay with it though. haha!

In connection with this blog, i recently found out that its Literacy week here in dear old Las Vegas. the challenge for every writer is to write 2500 words ( or so i think..:| ) well anyway,, i hope i get that far with this current project of mine.:)

30 ideas in 30 days...2500 words..i can do this. AJAH!

Lalalala.

It's not about the people around you
or around him.
It's not about what they think
or speak of you.
It's not about what rumors you hear that maybe true
or maybe not.
It's about how you see him with your own two eyes.
It's about how feel for him deep inside.

It's not about how long you kiss
or hug
or hold hands
or even stare at each other.
It's not about how often you meet
or talk on the phone
or exchange wall posts on facebook.
Rather it's all about the connection you share inside.
The certain rope that binds your hearts together.

He may be nice
or rude
or a gentleman
or a jerk.
He will make mistakes that's gonna make you laugh
or cry
or happy
or mad.
He can make your mind serene and relaxed
or boggled and crazy.
but one things for sure in this world
you love him and he loves you.

First Day. HI!

all classes started last week, August 30 to be exact, but my classes weren't until the second day of classes. Because of the "out-of-state" taxes we had to pay ( prices were like off the roof high!) and because my transcripts weren't evaluated yet, i ended up with only 2 classes. Well 3, if you count biology as two because of the lab and lecture, while the other one was Anthropology. Although i could already get the pre-requisites, I didnt because most of them were the same as the classes i took in the philippines. so yeah, it would be a waste of money and time if i took them, than to know later that those similar subjects that i already took would be credited, right?


So anyway, enough of school. This is the first time that I kind of made a fashion blog. so, i hope its good. haha!! and hopefully this wouldn't be the last.

Here are the shots of what i wore on the first days of class. Unfortunatelly, i only captured 2 of the 4 oufits.

ANTH 101 - Tuesday

What I'm Wearing : White Top from Charlotte Russe, Studded Belt from Fossil, Jeans from Arizona

Black Leather Bag from Secosana, Sandals from Old Navy.

( I found this really cute folder with a glittered panda as its design, I just gotta have it! haha!)

BIO 110-Wednesday

What I'm Wearing : Sunglasses from Fossil, Top From Old Navy Black Jeans from a store that I forgot the name haha!,Shiny Black shoes from Charlotte Russe.

GOODBYE VACATION, HELLO SCHOOL!

Saturday, August 29, 2010, The Eagle Taekwondo held its annual back-to-school picnic at Paradise park.

The fun filled event started with our favorite part... FOOD! haha! It was a potluck system, so we ended up with so many foods to choose from. Burgers, hot dogs, chips, chicken wings and so many more! food occupied like 2 picnic tables.

After lunch, special guests did a little number for the students, parents and other guests. The capoeira team started. they gave a little background of this martial art which is started by the warriors of Cambodia. There was this other performance from this beautiful girl that really entertained everyone. It was really fun to watch because she danced really gracefully.

The other performance was brought to us by the Eagle Taekwondo-Demo team. New stunts that amazed people were showcased. even i was left with the wow-look. haha! The demo team which was composed of Eagle Taekwondo students with blue belt and up, really made everyone proud. well, i have nothing more to say to describe this performance. nothing more except for AWESOME!! :D *high pitched voice.

So yeah, everything went well. specially the WATER BALLOON FIGHT! It was a WAR between the girls and the boys. (classic!) even parents joined in. so many got so WET! water bottles and water balloons were flying all over the park. and even Ice coolers joined in. ICE + COLD WATER = freezing wet person.:| haha! revenge was sought and plans were made. but in the end. truce and peace still reigned.:D

Overall, the picnic was a BLAST! not only of water but laughter smiles and a whole lotta fun.:)

Just a little RESPECT

August 23, 2010- The epic hostage taking that lead the Philippines on headlines all over the world. The almost 12-hour stand-off that happened on the grounds of Quirino Grand Stand in Manila, the heart of the country. The incident that lifted up the name of our country not on the pedestal of glory but on the corner of shame.

The big question is why. Why did he do it? Why did it come to the point where lives have to be taken? Why did Rolando Mendoza even think of doing such thing. Some say it was because he wanted to clear his name from drug charges, while the others say that he wanted to get his retirement pay full. Yes, we all know the finger is on him, but now that it is all over where would the finger be pointed.

Pictures which shows how the people too did something wrong. By the facial expression of the persons on the photo something is wrong. PNOY expressed his deepest condolences to the families of the victims. He laid his head down and asked for forgiveness for what happened. He did these things while they were busy taking pictures of the scene where blood was shed and lives were taken. All we ask is a little respect. These pictures are from a HK site that i saw through the net. shame on those people who bring more shame to our country. sharing the moment of mourning with the family of the victims is the least we can do. And just a little RESPECT  will surely go a long way.

In behalf of my Country, condolences  to the families of the QUIRINO GRAND STAND HOSTAGE DRAMA. The Philippines has many things to be proud of, but this one, im sure isn't one of them.

Decoding Girls

as you all know, girls like guys who is a gentleman, a funny guy, sometimes the arrogant type but sweet in the inside. you know stuff like that. but theres still more.
when you're talking to your girlfriend over the phone or computer and they told you they would just watch TV then they really want you to tell them not to coz you still want to talk to them.
when the girl only reply one-three words then somethings wrong.
when you sense that she's not in a good mood, then you should probably do something about it ASAP.
when you talk to her personally or not and you're having a really fun conversation don't ever i mean ever cut the conversation just because you have to sleep.
girls always expect.
tell her how much you love her just because.
tell her why you love her very much with even the simple thing as "i love you because you're you".
girls tend to like guys more when they give them butterflies in their tummy.
always make her smile before you leave.
she doesn't want to be left by you, so when you have time before you go, make it special.
when PMS strikes. understand.
when shes in a bad mood try your very hardest to make her smile even if you fail a couple of times.
girls like guys with persistence
when she nags don't answer back. just hear her out. she just wants the best for you.
when she gets mad hold your temper. nothings going to happen if you both are in hot water. 
when she tells you your cute or handsome she means it.
when she stares at you like a weird girl stalking you it means she's still in love with you.
when she cries, tell her to stop, and if didn't just be there to be a shoulder to cry on.
girls are sometimes loud and got tons of stories to tell you, you cant stop them so just listen to them or better yet share some stories of your own.
girls like guys who can be their "girl friend". the one they chat with for hours and hours over the phone.
when girls make mistakes some can easily say sorry and admit they're wrong, but some cant, so be the one to step in.
girls are jealous. they really are. even if they don't admit not. but they just get jealous with the right people.
when they know that certain girl is still hanging around with you they want you to stay the hell away from her.do whatever you can to be six feet away or more from that girl.
some girls want to be compared to your ex. they just wanna hear that they're better than them.
girls aren't barbie dolls. so when they're bragging that they're getting fat, tell them they're not. tell them that they'll still be the hottest girl on earth for you.
yes. we love to be complimented.
and one thing girls really love is their boyfriends to get jealous. well, that is with the right kind of jealousy.
we always want to feel that you don't want to lose us.
we love to hear "i love yous" in an out of the blue moments.
girls like guys who can sing to them before they sleep. even if you don't have that perfect voice.
they always want to laugh because you made them laugh.
before you sleep try to tell them not to worry coz tomorrow you'll still be loving them.
the assurance of someone love always gives you a smile that can last the whole night.
when you tell them you have a surprise for them, don't let them down. they'll expect.
we don't want extravagant things, even just a simple song that she wanted you to sing or even a little note on her facebook telling her how much she means to you is really something for us.
she wants you to be her best friend.
she wants you to be there when she needs someone to talk to, when she wants to laugh or even when she just wants to share what happened to her taekwondo training.
girls don't expect guys to be perfect. but they just want guys to treat them right.
sometimes when we say yes, we really mean no.
girls are always and forever will be the "korny", sweet, side of a man.
we aren't perfect as well, we make mistakes too.
so when we say sorry, we really mean it.
and if we get mad, it'll just last for an hour or two at most, but the love we have for you will still reign.
when a girl tells you i hate you, she doesn't mean it. she really doesn't mean it.
and when she tells you she loves you with all her heart, she really, i mean really means it.

will true love only come once?

Have you ever asked this question to yourself? have you ever thought that whenever you get into a relationship that it is true love? how many times do we really feel true love? they say, true love waits, but what if while we were waiting for it to come, we ha vent noticed it already passed our way?


some of us might probably think that true love is felt with the perfect relationship we all are longing for. true love is felt with the perfect guy at the perfect time. no fights, no heartbreaks, no tears and goodbyes. but I'm sure you all know better than that. there is and will be no perfect in any aspect of life. so we go for the word "right". we search for the right guy who'll be at the right place and the right time. a relationship that might probably bear some screaming and crying and the slightest heart attacks when someone says "we need to talk" or a Petty fight because someone came late for a date. the right person who'll make you feel that this is it. that everythings' right. that will make you say, "i think this is true love". but what if he breaks and shatters your heart into so many pieces that it became hard for you to put it all back, can you still say its true love?

we will get hurt in one way or the other. our heart will be broken not only once and that goes with falling in love too. if only we can only love once then life would be so much easier. but we cant. so what if we love and fail and love again, how will we know if its already true love we are feeling? what if we let true love pass us by because we got hurt? what if we got blind by the theory of perfectionism and forgot that the right guy isn't perfect, that he makes mistakes too. what if true love was there and we just didn't see it? or what if we still have to wait. wait for the right person the true love. what if every heartbreak is preparing me for the right guy. that my true love story is not until the next chapter. what if.

well, I'm not sure if true love comes only once. but i know that whenever i fall in love, I'll give it my all. we just don't know, maybe that guys' the right one, right? this heart of mine may be broken or it may not. So many uncertainties our hearts may bear, but one thing might probably be sure. that is that true love is always sealed with a true Love's kiss. :)

I Miss.

I miss ...

the way you give me that serious face after you laugh sarcastically at my not-so-funny jokes,

the way we laugh together when someone does something really stupid,

the look you have when you try to cross your eyes even if you can't do it,

the times when you tickle me and don't let me go,

the way you make my day full of laughter.

I miss ...

the way you smile randomly when you look at me,

the look you have when i do something that really surprises you,

the times when i mess up your hair and you get mad for a minute,

the way you look when you wear the top that makes you look really dashing and handsome,

the look that shows me how happy you are with me.

I miss ...

the way you brush my hair and try to braid it when its all messed up,

the way you tell me to wear this stuff 'coz it makes me look pretty,

the look you have when you see me wearing something you don't like.

the way you tell me to wear pink eyeshadow just because you like it,

the way you tell me i look beautiful with whatever i have even if I'm not.

I miss ...

the way you become jealous of a certain someone,

the way you scold me whenever i don't drink my meds,

the look you have when you get mad at me for skipping meals,

the look you have when i get sick,

the times when you get worried and take care of me.

I miss ...

your smile that brightens up my day,

your eyes that i get lost in,

your hands that i always hold,

your shoulder that consoles me when I'm down,

your lips that gives me the gentle kiss,

your arms that hugs and never lets me go,

your never ending sweet i-love-you's,

everything about you.

Why does it seem that everything that happens in my life always remind me of you. From every song i hear to every movie scene i see, everything leads to a memory of you and me. Why do you always have to be running in my mind. why can't a day just pass by without me thinking of you. remembering the things we used to do makes me smile and at some times a little sad.
The funny thing is, i miss you even if I know you're just beside me, loving me, taking care of me, and never letting me go. And with all the uncertainty life has to offer, i know you'll always be In My Thoughts, Forever.

TAGGED

tagged by Melissa A. :)

1. what keeps you inspired to blog?

  -- The love and life stories of the people around me. :)

2. why is your blog named that way?

  -- Well,, i kinda got it from a movie, i loved the story and it just seemed like the  

      perfect title for my blog. :)

3. do you believe in giving many chances and when is enough really enough?

  -- Yes. everybody who deserves to be given another chance should be given one. 

      Enough would be enough when you feel everything is too much.

4. who is your fashion goddess?

 -- No particular person. i mix and match my clothes. And most of the time what i 

    wear expresses how i feel.

5. do you consider plastic surgery as a way to enhance your physical appearance?    

     why?

  -- We should learn to love how we look. But yes i think plastic surgery is a way to 

      make someone feel beautiful physically because it can eliminate the things we 

      don't want to see in the mirror.

6. do you give a weird look to girls who say "pekpek shorts" out loud in public? 

( tell them its daisy duke! lets make them learn something.:) )

 -- YES! It feels kind of awkward saying of even hearing it from everyone. :l

7.whats inside your school bag?

 -- easy question.. FOOD, "girl stuff" and MORE FOOD. :))

8. have you stalked someone in cyberspace? why?

 -- Well if you call looking at his/ her profile everyday is stalking just o know whats happening in their life is stalking then probably yes. :))

MY TURN! :) 

. who is the first person that you can think of when you hear the word "food" and 

  why??

. what is the best memory you had in the year 2009??

. where would you want your dream wedding to be and why??

. what was the most romantic thing that happened in your life??

. do you believe in destiny??

. If there was one thing you regret doing last year, what and why??

. if there was something you would want to have for Christmas what would it be and why??

: ate mawik. the fickle minded princess

: jossa. the fashionista

: ghel. the panda

: crish. the songwriter

: nikka. the big sis

: rielle. the friday blogger

: meli. the shopaholic

: carl. the batchmate

Living ang Loving the Life of a Dancer.

C.Y. CREW

Everything started at 2008 with 10 members. first dance was held on the month of May with songs like ice box, feedback, PDSTM, apologize, bright lights, soulja boy, lipgloss, music makes you loose control and Low. Mga totoy at nene pa kami noon. haha! as time passed the crew managed to recruit more youth into the org. which soon agreed to join the crew. From the 10 original dancers, 7 left. pero sabi nga nila pag mei umalis mei dadating, and luckily with 7 gone, 15 new member came in. :)

June 2009, "AKO MISMO- OLPP youth night 09" some things are meant to be repeated right? and these are one of them. with 18 members the CY crew managed to perform with the songs Mainit, boom boom pow, single ladies, jai ho, the pink panther soundtrack and Halo. a big break for us because we were able to promote our crew to the dozens of people who came to this event. so from 18 dancers, we grew to the number of 22.

October 2009 the most awaited FIESTA! :) with a month or two of dance rehearsals we managed to put up a very nice number. who says we can only break it up to two notches?! haha! this is the first time we had costumes and a nearly perfect dance performance. haha! sabay sabay kami eh. :)) We grooved to the songs low, jai ho and when i grow up plus the remix of insomnia, rainism, patron tequila, stuttering, LSM, focus pon me, I know you want me, knock you down, dead and gone, hush hush, sugar, jump and the most awaited MARE! :D Christmas of 2009, we performed the same dance we did last fiesta at the Christmas party. the 4th dance and somehow the last dance for some of us.:(

June 2010, 5th dance performance. dancing with the hottest music of 2010 like imma be, baby, drop it low, telephone showdown, put it in a love song, outta control, if we ever meet again, and OMG. unfortunately, with new faces coming in, some faces had to go. now its official, wala na ang huling tatlong orginal members ng CY crew. :(

so as the life of the CY crew continues, i know na kahit mei mawala sa susunod na performance there will always be more coming. tska di nmn to ung last dance ntn eh. magkikita pa tayo. magchacharge ulit tayo, kakain ng mahigit 2 oras sa mcdo or sa tapsihan nila acel, magkukulitan muna bago magpractice at higit sa lahat sisigaw pa tayo ng CY sabay sabay.:)

For those of us who had to leave, i know for sure, we will always be a CY in heart, a Dancer in mind and a friend forever. :)

and for everyone, old or new, the music of life will never stop, so just have to keep dancing to the beat. live and love guys.:)

so, i'll see you tom ok?? 9 am! WALANG MALELATE ok?? :D

THE LIFE OF A DANCER. THE LIFE OF A CY.

"being a part of something special makes you feel special too."

The U.P. Love story --final

Mr. X
What do i do now? should i tell her how i feel? what if she doesn't feel the same? what if she only sees me as her friend?

Ms. Undefined

I really really like him. I think I'm in love with my friend. I hope he feels the same.

Oct. 5, 2009 ( Roxas Blvd. )

Ms. Undefined : ooh did i tell you that i mentioned you to my best friend?

             Mr. X : really? hey you didn't embarrass me or anything right?!

Ms. Undefined: haha! no! i just told her that i Love you.

(looking at each other)

             Mr. X : what?

Ms. Undefined : Love, as in love. I love you.

( silence )

Ms. Undefined : uhh..could you please say something? i already feel stupid here. haha!

( still looking at her and not saying a word. )

Ms. Undefined : urgh! c'mon. lets just go back.

             Mr. X : I love you too.

Mr. X

I can't believe she loves me. <3

Ms. Undefined

I can't believe he loves me. <3

Oct. 17, 2009 ( Saturday )

*exchange of text messages.

             Mr. X : what?? haha! I think Oble is a very handsome guy! and he has

                         a really great body.

Ms. Undefined : haha!! stop Fantasizing him! hahaha! its grossing me out!

              Mr.X : haha!! ok! ok! but he has a cute butt dont you think?? hahaha!

Ms. Undefined : whoa!! STOP IT! haha!! i don't wanna picture his butt on 

                         my mind ok??

             Mr. X : uhm, can i ask you something?

Ms. Undefined : sure.

             Mr. X : can i court you?

Ms. Undefined : why do that?! you love me and i already love you right? so why

                         don't we skip the courting and just be together. :)

Mr. X

I'm in love with her. And now, finally, she's mine.

Ms. Undefined

I love him. and i don't ever want to lose him.

The U.P. Love story - part 2

Let's face it, if you study in a school like U.P. there will be no time for boys right? haha! plus the fact that i have a boyfriend there is really no time for boys. But, once you fall in love, its hard not to follow your heart. So that's what i did. And look at me now.

June 2009, My Freshmen Year in the University of the Philippines started. As time passed, I gained quite a number of friends. What can i say, I'm a friendly person. So anyway, in the whole class there were five people who I'd spend almost half of the day with. They're really awesome. i couldn't feel a dull moment whenever I'm with them. Specially this him. I dunno why, but since the first time we talked to each other its like i couldn't be away from him. there always something pulling us together. It's like i always just have to be beside him.

Out of the barkada, he's the one who i really enjoy talking with. It's always a sunny day whenever he's around. He never fails to make me laugh every single day. When i have problems, he was always there, ready to help. And by the time me and my boyfriend broke up, we've gotten more closer even more. Our classmates even told me that we look much more good together than my past boyfriend. We were always together having a good time. We never grew bored with each other's company. There was even this one time that we became partners for a school dance, and whenever i lose him in my sight i would freak out and just look for him. haha! i just like the feeling whenever I'm with him.

In a short span of time he became a really special person to me. More than a friend and more than a best friend. There's something in him that makes me wonder why i feel this way. He wasn't the most handsome guy in the class nor the tallest. haha! But there was just something in him that makes him stand out. There's just something in him that keeps me smiling when I'm with him.

There's just something in this guy that made me fall for him.

Ms. Undefined

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Ask me anything

Who do you want to spend your life forever?

hmm..forever is a big word for me right now.. but if forever was already tom,,i would want to spend it with the guy im with right now.:)

Ask me anything

The U.P. Love story - part 1

So, it's like this, when college started, I didn't really intend on going into a relationship or even having one. I wanted to focus on my studies first, so the plan was to go into relationships AFTER college. whew'! four years dedicated to books. I can handle it, until I met her.

When classes started, everyone was a stranger to me except for this one guy who was classmate in high school. When i came to meet him up he was with his friend that was also our classmate by the way. So as classes went on i managed to be closer to that girl unexpectedly. And then after some time, i realized that i was attracted to her already. Heck, I was even planning to make a move on her already. Yeah. yeah! i know i had this "no girls until i finish college" thing going on, but what can i do. You gotta follow what you feel right? So by that time we were exchanging text messages more. But there was this one time that we were talking together, and suddenly i saw Calla. I don't know why but she quickly stole my attention. And I think that, unintentionally, I was able to do the same to her.

When we started talking to each other, its like we immediately clicked. its like we already knew each other for a long time. We even got closer to each other faster than her friend. She and the girl that i got attracted to are friends. So me and Calla became closer than ever. And sometimes its like we always find time for each other alone.  Until the whole class started to notice "us". They thought we were already together. but the thing is, we were just friends. there wasn't any sweet moments or cuddling or romance or anything. just pure "joke times". haha! and how could there even be an "US" if at that time she has a boyfriend. So she was just like a sister to me. nothing more nothing less.

But the problem was she didn't love this guy anymore. The whole class knew about her struggles in their relationship, so they thought that it would be better if it was me and her together. since we were always together and they could feel this spark between us. The time came where she had the guts to break up with this guy. and somehow i had this feeling in my gut that was very happy that they broke up. And between those moments, something in me was certain that the spark that they were talking about was real. I felt it.

I was in love with her and i didn't even know I was.

Mr. X

Rainbow.

As the song goes, "even if there is pain now, Everything will be alright"- there will always be trials along the way. We always face problems every single day. Life isn't perfect. There will always be night and day, happiness and sorrow, tears and smiles. 

Problems are happening before our eyes. May it be something that we can handle on our own or something that's out of our reach. May it be a little argument on what color of dress you should wear or a huge heart crushing break-up. Sometimes we feel that we have solutions for this kind of problems right? And sometimes, we couldn't help but just sit down and cry. 

In every math problem there will always be that factor to help you solve a problem. Sometimes that equation would be really really really long and confusing, to the point where we almost give up in trying to find a solution. Life is a big math problem. Sometimes its just as easy as 1+1=2 or as hard and confusing as E=MC² or something like that. But somehow there will still be that factor which will help you find your way to the solution you've been looking for. All you have to do is look for these factors for you to arrive at your wanted solution. And just like tutors, friends and family will always be here to guide and be with you in every step of the way.

So just like math, life's problems will always have its solution. With your Friends and family by your side plus the faith you put in him, I'm pretty sure you'll find your way.

And always remember, "there's a rainbow always after the rain."

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LDR - would it really last?

Being in a long distance relationships is really a challenge.The kisses, hugs, sly smiles, knowing winks and holding hands are now very far from your reach. Just the fact that your miles away from him is a big challenge. Many people believe that Long Distance relationships would eventually have it's toll. Some say it would end so fast that you didn't even feel the burden. But I say, what if the distance is too long? Love knows no time nor distance. What matters is when two people have the courage of love to cover any distance which dares to separate them.

Everyday, I always long for him. There is never a second that will pass by that I won't think of him. Whenever i see our picture together or the letters he wrote or hear the songs that we used to sing together makes my heart break. I regret things that i didn't do when i was still with him. I regret the words i didn't say or the thoughts that he didn't hear when i was with him. The fights that we had that took time off our relationship. The moments of tears that was supposed to be a moment of laughter to be remembered forever. So many regrets that made me wish that i could take back time and make everything right. but the biggest regret right now, i leaving and being away from him.

Nobody wants to be separated from the person they love. But sometimes, fate already wrote what was to happen with your life. You were fated to love each other yet you are fated to be apart, ironic right? why did they even let us love a person whom we are supposed to be apart from. why don't they just let us love someone and stay with them forever? Those questions run in my head until now. Sometimes i just want to be mad at fate for giving me this kind of life, but i won't be. Fate brought me the guy who made me fall in love.

"ajah! - fight!" Those words always lift me up whenever the thoughts of giving up comes to my mind. It's not easy to be far apart from the person you love. Specially when you're 7,160 miles away and you really really really and i mean really love that person. Plus the millions of people who don't believe that you can pull this relationship too is really tough. Countless nights when you cry yourself to sleep plus the gallons of tears that you shed is not enough of the challenge. Don't even try to forget the fight-nights and continuous arguments you're going to have. Overall, it's really a hard time. but you wanna know something, I DON'T CARE. All I care for is me loving him no matter what obstacle we may face. No matter what other people may say. We know we can do this.I saw myself falling in love with him when we were together, and i still see myself falling in love with him even if were apart. No one and nothing can ever separate two people in love. PERIOD.

"Sometimes, you have to be away from the people you love but that doesn't mean you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them even more." - Nicholas Sparks

First Kiss

Beth

I think I'm really falling for him. I hope he proves himself right. I want to be with him. He's funny, sweet, caring, and so many more. I know he can make me happy.

Brent

I can do this. I hope she sees that i really love her. 'coz i really, really, really do and I'd be the luckiest guy on earth if she said yes. She's really the girl for me. I know i can make her happy as much as she makes me.

January 9, 2009

Brent : I love You! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you!

Beth : haha! OK, you could stop now.

Brent :  I Love you! I love you! I love you!  .....  (for the thousand time,)..... I love you! ...

Beth : I love you too.

*then Brent, out of happiness and surprise grabbed her and tried to kiss her.

Beth : I HATE YOU!

Brent : wait. did you just kiss me back?

Beth : ...

Brent : why didn't you hold back?? does this mean?

Beth : ...

Brent : does this mean that... you and me? :)




*they both didn't plan this day. Brent want planning on askin' for her yes that day, and Beth didn't plan on answering that day, nor did she plan to have her first kiss that day. but she was glad it was with him.
Unexpected kisses are the most sweetest kisses of all. specially when its the first unexpected kiss. :)

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